My dear daughter (DD) is sitting up pretty good. I am impressed. She has been playing with her toys at the play gym longer than she used to couple of weeks ago. It gives me some time to make jewelry!
Archive for October, 2006
After reading an article on phalango.com about the mother who died during protest against the King in April 2006, I felt so much sadness for the family especially for her 3 young sons. I want to help them but I don’t know how. The story was so touching. I felt that she is my sister or friend and those kids are my kids. She was a brave woman.
Life is not fair. Here in US, people want more than they already have or they have to have such and such things NOW. It is so sad. I try to be away from those people. I try to be away from greedy thinking. Yesterday, I almost bought leather jacket which cost $160 and leather bag which was $70. I thought for a while, do I really need these stuff. Nope. Reading these kind of stories make me think how luckey I am, I have everything and alas I don’t see it.
I noticed that I spent more time on-line now. I love not having T.V.! Just thinking about those 10 min long advertisements, makes me sick. This is one of reason why I cancelled Cable not because we can’t pay for it. Everyday, I read news on CNN or BBC. Fun this way. 🙂
I think sometimes that world is very sad. Everywhere you look, people are greedy, unhappy with what they have (even though they have all the stuff), killing each other in the name of religion, greed of having more land and want to be on the top (politics). I feel sad when poor people dying of hunger and poverty. The struggle they do to live, is heart wrenching. It is very sad. It makes me angry when people with money complain or desire new cars, their cars are not good enough, what is so popular now in fashion, Organic food etc. What a pathetic people! I just want to slap them so hard, They make me so angry.
I am greedy in someway too but just thinking about these poor people, I stop being worry about myself. I say again and again that I have a happy family, my husband and cute baby girl, I do not have to worry about what to eat today, I have a car, warm place to live, financially secure. I should not be complainer, I should be peaceful with my innerself.